Vayne's Practice

She looked at him. "How am I fun to be around?" She then sat down in a seat and stretched back a bit. "I mean I have no emotions I only express them when I find them fitting and even then they're fake."

"Well if you find it appropriate to use the fake emotions then isn't that one step closer to having them." Pyrus took a seat next to her.

"It's like acting. I just took acting lessons back then to learn how to fake emotions." She then looked at him smiling. "It helps at times but it's not the same as real emotions." Her smile then faded.

"You want to get better at magic... that could be linked to some emotions. Even if it is a small thing it is a form of emotion." Pyrus thought a little.

She thought for a bit. "Not all magic is linked to emotions though." She then closed her eyes. "Hmm..."

"Hmmm that is interesting. You don't care well can't care so is there a thought process like when I do this." Pyrus kissed vayne.

She sat there and then crossed her legs. "All I think is why would you do that what is the point if it?" She then opened her eyes.

"No reason there was no point the point is emotions have no point they are just a thing that happens. That is why it is hard to think you can't feel emotions you once said you don't care but to not carw you would have.to care." Pyrus was really thinking.

"It's not that I don't care but that I can't care." She then stood up.

"Take a seat we are still talking. Hmmm too bad we can't curse you into feeling emotions, maybe we could make a contract with a demon." Pyrus kept thinking.

"You think I haven't tried these in my 20,000 years of life?" She then stretched and sat back down crossing her legs.

"Well I wouldn't know I am just saying maybe you have emotions you just block them out as a defense kinda thing. Anything that is alive has a soul well a local religion thinks everything has a soul or somwthing like that."

"Anything alive yes....but I'm technically not alive." She looked at him. "Do you know how my kind comes to being?"

"Well to some extent you have to be alive you think therefore you are so on that subject we gotta figure out why there is no emotion." Pyrus was kinda blowing off the how she came to be.

She shook her head. "Tell me...what is the biggest taboo of all warlocks and witches?"

"Bringing people back to life we both are walking taboos the method just differs. I will let you in on something when I was dead I felt nothing I was just part of the universe. I remember the feeling of nothing and it made coming back to all these emotions so tuff there for a while I felt nothing and then I stopped blocking them. Now I have no controle over them. Maybe like I said you are blocking them or avoiding them on some level of thinkig." Pyrus looked a little sad.

"Except I am not brought back myself. This body is but I'm not the person they tried to bring back." She looked down. "It hurt that man so much when I told him that...."

"That right there why did you look down?" Pyrus was confused.

"Again I told you I do what I feel is fitting I felt that would fit."

"That sounds like you are rejecting the thought of you having any form of emotion."

She looked at him. "Just stop...unless you know a way to make me actually feel emotions talking won't help."

Pyrus kissed her again and he started to pour magic into her that was really weak fire magic.

She sat there and blinked before pulling back. "This doesn't work." She then stood up. "Now stop doing that You don't have my permission to touch me so if you do it again I will hurt you."

"The warm feeling is what love or anger would feel like. You dislike when I do that it makes you mad. That is emotion see even you can feel stuff just in a more complex." Pyrus got up and stood next to her.

She sighed and then looked at him. "I doubt that's me feeling emotion." She then opened a void portal and turned to walk through it. "I really do."