Feix's home

Feix teased Shizuku enough, "you win I surrender." He then copied her and licked her neck and bit her ear.

"Well then, here's a little gift for you." She helped him undo his clothes, and she pulled him into the shower, to wash him up. After 2 hours of 'washing' each other, Shizuku had fallen on bed, as Feix was still in the shower. She was exhausted from their play and mostly from whatever sickness it was that was plaguing her now.

Feix returned to the room and saw her discomfort, "are you really ok? If there is anything I can do I will." Feix laid down next to her.

"I just feel weak, numb, like I can't do much. Sorry you had to do everything just now, but I dno't know what's going on, and a doctor won't help either, they can't even stick a needle in me."

Feix worried a bit, "have you ever felt like this before?"

"No, never. It's like my body isn't listening to me, and just does nothing. But I can do things, just with a lot of effort."

Feix thought a minute, "well then until your body works good your not allowed to do anything. I will do everything for you." Feix wrapped his arms around Shizuku and whispered in her ear, "and you wanted to do that even though your body is not working?"

With a whole lot of willpower, she wrapped her legs around his again, pullling him close to her. "What do you think yourself?"

Feix sighed, "your confusing me." He kissed her on the lips. "Was it lonely being a goddess? My teacher said when you came to him in his own demention you looked lonely." Feix changed his tone, " and you rejectes his advances. Though I am glad he didn't get you."

"Pyrus tried his best for any female creature. That's all he cared about. But you, my dear, are much different from him. That is why you are able to gain much more power, and that is why I let you do anything, even with me." She turned around, so she was lying on her back, and looked at him, pulling the blankets up to cover her belly and hips.

Feix wrapped his arms around her again, "you don't have to be lonely ever again. I am not that powerful," Feix sighed.

"You are the strongest man I know. In here." She put her hand on his chest. The cold touch of her hand, the soft skin touching his, was something Shizuku knew could trigger men easily.

Feix chuckled, "growing up in the slums of monster world. I never believed in god, every day was a hell to me. Every day I am alive is a blessing to me now." Feix touched Shizuku's chest, "you have a lot of power too. That is why you tried so hard for everyone," he then touched her head. "Don't let this betray you again have more faith in that powerful heart."

"That's not my heart that's powerful there." She gave him a wink, teasingly putting her feet against his butt.

Feix laughed, "I say something serious and you make it a joke. Maybe I should stop trying to come up with stuff." Feix stroked her hair.

"Yes, you should. I like you more the way you are, the real you, then things you make up to make me feel better. Give me you, not some illusion." She pulled him down on her, and had her arms around his neck, and looked into his green eyes. "I l... God!" Out of frustration, she got up and held her hands for her eyes. "I can't ... I just can't ... say it ... "

Feix got up with Shizuku, "don't force yourself. I want you to say it when you mean it with all you heart. Not just when you think it makes me happy." Feix picked Shizuku up, "I said no nothing till your better your breaking the one rule I gave you."

"But you're saying it so easily, I mean, it's just three words." She hugged the air, and out of nothing, her favorite, and most definitely old and ragged Cheese-kun promotional doll for Pizza Hut appeared in her arms, and she put her head on it. The thing was filthy, had lost the stitches to several limbs, which were hanging around, and was smelling like the sewer. But none of it seemed to bother her. She had the one thing she always loved, and always would. Her stuffed toy.

Feix put her down on the bed, "I can say it easy because I am a fool. We say what we feel, you are smart and over think stuff." Feix hugged her, "when I nearly died I seen you. That is when I started to enjoy living even if it was hell. I know you watched over many people but I felt special that I got to see a goddess."

She went to lie on her side, with the ragged Cheese-kun still in her arms, and she pressed her face in the pluche. "I've just been so alone for ten years, I was in a higher stage. When you are on the highlight, you know, total ecstasy, that's how I was all these ten years long. I chose to come back from that, I felt nothing of emotion anymore, I was the only one there."

Feix wrapped his arms around Shizuku, "this must be the next stage for me. Having you around makes me happy and ecstasy." Feix pull Shizuku close to him.

"No, I meant my time in the next stage of life, the next step on the ladder of evolution." Even though she replied as if she didn't care, she most certainly did, and she felt unlike she ever had, her entire life long. She felt loved. For real.

Feix thought a minute, "I have a strange request." He paused for a minute, "can I lay my head on your chest and listen to your heart?"

She looked up, a bit confused. She lay on her back again, still keeping Cheese-kun close. "Sure ... " She was a bit nervous.

Feix put his head on her chest and listened to her heart beat. "It sounds beautiful, it is strong and clear." Feix lay there listening to her heart.