A visit down memory lane

"I don't think so. For as far as I can feel not." She went back to playing around with her devicer key.

Pyrus stopped her hands again, "I do not know what to tell you other then try to live a normal life with feix. Your a goddess if you wanted to I bet you could make him live forever like you. You do not have to be alone."

"I am alone. Nobody is like me. Not Feix, not my coming daughter, not you. No one." Her voice had turned icecold, and her eyes glazed into Pyrus' eyes.

Pyrus grabbed C.C. and hugged her, "you will not be alone your child will have childern and they will have childern. You can be an active part of their life. You can patch things up with Vayne and have a friend forever."

"No." She pushed him away a bit. Her look was icecold, and with a certain determination. "Feix will be able to care for the child. After it's born, I'll disappear again, and then I'm going to return to who I was before."

Pyrus looked at her, "you can't leave him alone. I doubt he would be happy that thw one he loves is leaving." Pyrus sighed, he did not like where this was going.

"Things happen. If I were human, he would have to deal with the fact I'd die eventually. This is nothing different. Only the point of time where I leave him is." She stood up, and faced Pyrus, who was bigger then her. "You owe a lot of people an apology, by the way. You're screwing around isn't something you should let go lightly. Take responsibility."

Pyrus sighed, "yeah I will work on it. Though you should stay with him as long as possible, and don't go changing the subject on me." Pyrus got up too, "though nothing gets past you. Go discuss things with him, do not leave him in the dark." Pyrus patted her head, "you should consider his feelings too."

"His feelings mean nothing in comparison to the weight of the world. Not to me. To you, maybe, but to me, not. The others you hurt however, they need to be apologized to. And you refuse to do so. Even in case they would." She walked past him. "Think about your mistakes, Casanova. Maybe you'll find out where you went wrong eventually. I have mine to correct."

"The world don't matter when it comes to love. I did not stand up to you just for the people I did it for my loved ones. When you get your own issues worked out then you can harp on me." Pyrus knew she was right though he would have to track down that obian and apologize.

"I cannot let emotions affect me anymore. They are radical, and have us make decisions that are biased. I have no use for those."

Pyrus sighed, "go talk to him and tell him. I will not argue with you anymore, I have a wife of my own. I can no longer persue you as a love interest." Pyrus started to walk away, "though I guess he means nothing to you if you can say stuff like that. I guess being a god lets you use people and abandon them freely."

"I don't use people to let off my own steam, like you do. I don't use people at all. I try to live with them, but seen as I am a lot different, I can't do that. So I've come to terms with that."

"We are the same then we both had to do whatever we needed to survive. No shame in leaving people when you need too. Don't lie to yourself you got what you needed from Feix now you will move on and do something else."

"We are not the same. You use women. I use nothing but myself. I do love Feix, but the fact that I have a responsibility interferes with that, and I must put my priorities. You just play people, and even when you realize you are wrong, you would never admit those mistakes publicly." She walked off, out of the doors of the Museum, knowing she had been hard to him, but feeling the rage of all former occurances between him and women, and no longer sitting by and watching it happen.

Pyrus followed her, "don't end up like me. The world will move on without you. Don't use your duties as an excuse to escape happyness you think you do not deserve." Pyrus walked away, he went on a journy to apologize to the people he wronged.