Pyrus' spot in the void

She nodded. "Yes." She then lay her head on his shoulder.

He lt his head lay on her head, "the shower was nice. I wanted to shower with you,though, it seemed like it would of been a better shower." He,didn't understand that he should filter a bit what he says.

"Pyrus....you need to be careful with what you say now." She looked up at him. "You won't know what's right or wrong right now."

" I will try thoigh I am just stating what I feel." He had a hand resting in her lap.

She smiled and cuddled a bit. "I know." She then closed her eyes. "But still."

He held her tightly, "I will learn in time to filter stuff till then you must teach me."

She nodded again and then looked up at him. "Pyrus...Can we move a bit slower?"

He loosened the hold he had on her and started to back away, "we can if you want."

"I..I'm sorry I'm just confused right now Pyrus." She then laid back and stretched. "I mean...recently me and a guy split up and well..I don't want to just go to you as the rebound. But I do want to be comforted by you still."

Pyrus smiled, "you do what you feel is necisary." He was confused by her words anyways.

She rolled over. "Pyrus...I want...to lose my emotions again."

Purus grabbed her and pulled her close, he did not give a damnabout going slow bit at this point. "You foight damn hard fr these emotions and now you jist want to throw them away? I thoight this is what you alwayd wanted. You should never say something like that, it is selfish soundin what about the people who wanted emotions?" He had a ,oment of lucidy triggered by what she said.

She blinked and looked up at him. "B..But...."

He looked her in the eye, "people come and go that is life it is what having emotions is aboit. We have,to learn how to move on, I am a bad example but don't give up." He leaned in and kissed her forehead, "you have a third chance something not many people get. Don't let anything stop you from having that chance." He looked her in the eyes then what was the old pyrus faded off his face and left a confused obian in it.s place.

She stared at him and smiled when he kissed her forehead. "I...know...but it's painful at times." She then hugged him tightly

Pyrus patted her back, "then I will take on the pain with you." He let her hug him but he only patted her back he was staying slow for her.

She looked up at him. "Pyrus....You'll always be here for me right?"

"I will be here, I can't promise forever since I have broken you heart before but I am not about to leave you again." He smiled at her.

"I..feel bad for Mink though." She then looked up at him. "I don't know what to do to help her for having lost you."

He looked her in the eyes, "the whole world knows I am dead. I will let them think that, our vows were till death do us part I think dying releashed me from them. It has been many years she will have moved on I do not want to bring up bad memories for her." He spoke emotionessly.

"I should still visit her sometime." She then sighed. "Anyway...we should probably get breakfast."

"We should eat, but like I said let me remain dead." He had no idea what he would say to her.

She nodded and then looked to him. "Can you make me breakfast?" She wiped a few tears from her eyes now to hide that she was almost crying from earlier.

Pyrus got up, "I will try and see what happens." He looked her in the eyes, "l will not leave unless you kick me out." He walked to the kitchen and started to cook. Amazingly enough to his own surprise he knew how to cook his body just did what came naturally.

She grabbed the covers of her blanket and pulled them up wanting to eat breakfast in bed.